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You know yourself how it is not to have unfinished things around.

Today it seems better: the page is shorter…


Son, ALL that I have is thine!

Wow! Wow! Wow!
Better than sex and all the money in the world!

Show me, teach me, open my eyes, because my little life in “this world” is a pain, a mess, it is just too ridiculous.

As “person” I am always busy, always hungry and hunting for the “more” and the “next” of “this world”.

What connects Father and son?

They both share the same Essence!
…the same nature, they are fed by the same source. 1

And do not call anyone on earth ‘father,’ for you have one Father, and he is in heaven.
Matthew 23:9 2

In “this world” we use words to communicate, to make sense, to learn and to understand.

But “my kingdom” — my natural state of abundance and dominion is not of “this world”.

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
John 14:27

The Bible is genius!

But if you don’t intuit and see the Light between the lines you might easily lose interest, and drown in blame, shame, guilt and expectations.

The Bible is for you! Here and now! Not to become a better person, but to wake up to the Love, beauty and generosity of Life! 3

There, in the presence of the LORD your God, you and your families shall eat and shall rejoice in everything you have put your hand to, because the LORD your God has blessed you.
Deuteronomy 12:7

Seek, knock…

The Bible helps us to discern concepts like flesh and spirit. It helps us to see, feel and leave behind our own “system of things/thinking” and replaces it with the feeling-knowing where the real power comes from, here and now.

The Bible cannot give you anything you not already have, it is your hunger for Truth that dismantles the veil of your own ignorance.

As man we are trapped in judging by appearances, as man we are trapped in the duality and limitations of our own thinking, without even noticing it!

As children of God we are joint-heir to all the heavenly riches, here and now.

Mechanical thinking is wonderful and powerful, but if we don’t know the nature of our own mind we are enslaved in “egypt”.

God did not close shop 2,000 years ago by sending Jesus! We need to understand the symbology of the Bible, here and now.

It does not take much sensitivity to see that something is pretty screwed in “this world”.

Allow that pain! Do not escape into the Bible, into wishful thinking, waiting for your redeemer to come, but be vigilant and full of Love and forgiveness; don’t read the Bible with fleshly eyes! It is a spiritual message, it bypasses the resistance and limitations of our person.

Jesus’ “I am with you always” needs to be deeply investigated… if you have Faith, your life depends on it.

Make it your own, decipher the symbols (of your own mind).
What does all of this s%*t mean, for me here and now, where is the beef?!!

The only enemy of Isreal — our inner state of freedom — is the believe in a false God! 4 To know him aright is life eternal…
Seek God, feel after him that you may find him… he is not far from anyone.

In him we live and move and have our being!

for the light makes everything visible. This is why it is said, “Awake, O sleeper, rise up from the dead, and Christ will give you light.”
Ephesians 5:14

Come on!

We maybe read the Bible too many times, so that we got numb and dull to its fantastic and most relevant message.

It does not matter what you believe, it does not matter if the Bible is right or wrong, if Jesus was a real man, if any of this is true… the only important thing is that you examine your Self! Know the Truth! Your own nature as the child of God/Life/Love; it is your birthright to know the Truth. 5

Don’t defend the safety of your beliefs and hopes, but go beyond… leave your nets and follow me!

Be still, and know that I AM God
Psalm 46:10

The Truth is not a stiff, fixed body of information and concepts that grows by adding to it bit by bit, tear by tear.

The Truth is that which never changes!

What does never change in you?!!

Explore, allow, discover, recognize, embrace… fulfill scripture!
Not in your head, not in your brain, but with your whole Being as the child of God.

Suffering and depressions are not mistakes; God does not make mistakes.
All of life helps us to wake up to enjoy, share and embrace God’s magnificent creation.

From the perspective of “this world” we cannot see it.
“My kingdom” is not in space and time, it is dimensionless, it is always here and now; it blows your mind (in a good way).

Language is a concession to our ignorance; don’t be too stiff and too absolute.

The things of God are foolishness unto man, because man is too tight in his understanding, too tight in his allowing to feel.

The Truth is that which never changes, it is your True nature; the canvas of life!

Not in wholy temples or far away countries, but the place whereon you stand, here and now the Truth is to be recognized.

In the silence of your own Being.



The Bible is like training wheels, until we walk our own talk, until we know the Father, one with our own true Nature.

Until Christ in us is strong enough to not be killed anymore by our own fears and doubts.

Jesus’ “I and my Father are one” is just utter foolishness for our person, because in “this world” our perception is based on duality and separation.

As man we are stuck in believing and hoping, in waiting, in suffering.

Jesus message is: I am with you always!

What does it mean? How can this be? What do we expect?

Hey Lord, where art thou!!!
I, identified as man, are hopelessly lost in my own thinking and finite values and conclusions.


The key to scripture is curiosity and relentless openness; love and a deep hunger that cannot be satisfied in “this world”.

In a way you need to be willing to die to your own person, to all that you believe and hold on to.

It is wonderful!

Scripture is powerful if you work with it to disentangle and recalibrate your own attention, interest, belief and identity.


Welcome the scientist, the doubter, the lame and the blind…

It is too easy to reject and to hide in the dark safety of disbelieve and ideologies but it is much harder to stay open.

Even the materialist bases his/her mental house on subtle beliefs and assumptions; let’s go beyond believes and separation and embrace what confronts and connects us in experience, here and now.


See to it that no one takes you captive through hollow and deceptive philosophy, which depends on human tradition and the elemental spiritual forces of this world rather than on Christ.
Colossians 2:8


All of this can become very sensitive and subtle. Any form of organization creates immediately “human tradition”.

Who or what is Christ?
Where is Christ to be found?
Who am I, seeking for Christ?
What do I expect?

What do I really know beyond any shadow of doubt or belief?


The only true and honest statement we can make is I AM, I exist.

Very subtle, too simple.

All the rest is mental activity, subject to genes and up-to-date conditioning!

Love is real, but it is not what we think it is.

  1. In the case of God [oh foolish words!] he himself is the source and substance of all that exists. He creates everything out of himself, the One. Nothing exists beside God. Love is the recognition of our common source.

  2. Heaven ~ not a location in “this world” … not a fantasy-realm. Comparable to sky. The deep inner space you experience in meditation; vast and open, free of the clouds of thinking and feeling.

  3. Don’t get lost in the world!

    Start first with yourself…
    This is not egotistical.

    If you are not clear in your own heart and mind then you just create more mess in this world, no matter how good or noble your intentions may be!

  4. God ~ the cause of the phenomena of life.

  5. You cannot focus on your Self the same way you look at objects in “this world”. In order to look “in” you have to relax mentally; otherwise any effort distracts you and carries you away from where you already are.

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